Online Transactions!!!

Online transactions are stupid!

God, if they r so inefficient, why do the banks even bother creating them???

At a time of crisis, when I am in need, the stupid website keeps failing all my transaction!

ALL!!!

I am so pissed.

Dangerously In Love...NOT!

It's Friday guys!! Tomorrow dh weekends, yeay!!
But sadly I have this modul thingy to attend, blekh. Dah la tu, I have no idea who my groupmates r gonna be. NIL. Crazy.

I have been pondering on a few stuff all this week.

1. I need a car. Scratch that. I want a car.

2. I need to have better organization in my life. Yeah, sure, right.

3. I need to do more shopping!!!

4. I want to have a busy lifestyle. I knw it's weird but I personally think it's cool.

5. I want a pet MONKEY!!! It's so WAJIB okayh ppl??

Ok..

So, at the moment, tu je la yg terpikir ponn..

ps: This afternoon proved to me that guys will always be guys. They r diff but still the same in every way. Every bad way.

Mouse Potato

I'm officially a mouse potato today. Fuhh. Since I woke up till now, I've been manning this desk for what felt like forever. Tons of work to do to be submitted. As usual, it was given many months ago but as the Queen of Last Minuters.. I am just starting to do it. *sweating*

I have nothing to write abt actually. It's boring. I haven't eaten all day. I haven't been doing anything much at all. Oh yeah, I haven't even done my tutorials which is a lot!!!

Ok lah, nnt smbung lg ye?

I have to continue my work yg gile byk.

** Mouse Potato: informal. a person who spends large amounts of time operating a computer.

*** mcm couch potato lah kirenye.

I want a Chuck or a Shane pls.

Have u ever thought of the most perfect lover??

I have and they are - Chuck Bass from GossipGirls and Shane McCutcheon from The L Word!!!

Pretty weird huh?

I don't think so. Because everyone who had watched either one or both of the shows stated above will get the picture why I want them. Rite???

Okay, let's start with why Chuck Bass. He is the ultimate hunk, I must say. With the mysterious eyes and the way he walks and talks, it's impossible to not fall for him. Plus I always fall for the bad boys. They have this very unique way of seducing you into bed. Haha! Chuck Bass.. What else can be said about him? He's undoubtedly rich. Sexy. His trademark scarf fools everyone. He's perfection in a human form, walking in Manattan and sleeping around like he just doesn't care..

Ahhh.. I want him...

Chuck Bass.

Next on my list is none other than Shane McCutcheon. Another reason for me to daydream. She is a lesbian. Duhh.. If anyone here watches The L Word, they would probably know. I know it may sound freaky when I said I want her but like I said, anyone yg pnah tgk that story, must know why I want her. Even if it means I have to change my orientation!!!

God, you must really think I'm crazy. But what the hell??

Shane McCutcheon.

So you can see now how much I'm in love with these two ppl. I want a Chuck or a Shane, pls????

Boredom

Okay, so today is a veeeerrrrryyyyy BORING day. Everyone's out having a good time but I choose to sit back and have an effing boring day in my room.

FUCK.

Bosan. Oh, tekanan jiwa dan perasaan.

Oh.

Oooh.

Aaaaaa..

BORING laaaaaaaa!!!!!!!


Anybody pls help me...

Please...

The blues..

I'm having the midnight blues.

Can i have a chinese bf, mommy?? PLEASEEEEEEEEEE...

My mind is in DISTURBIA.

New place + new roomates = new kind of lifestyle.

Check out the equation above, that's my life for the next 4 months. Not something I looked forward to. But it's part of the educational life, blekh!

I'm listening to Rocksteady by All Saints now. Having a rough time lately. I did something completely stupid and utterly insane two days back. It was the most excruciating decision that I had to make. Not that smart, I have to admit, even for a university student like me. But a girl's got to do what a girl's got to do. Nuff said.

Tp kan, bile I pk balik.. maybe it was for the best. I dun know.

I'm not in the mood to crap, I'm totally out of words to say. Well, that's a first. Hahahahaha. Okay, so can u see how messed up I am in the head? I'm clueless, and not to mention a boring person to be with at this moment.

Kenapelah lagu2 di dalam T10 ku ini sgt2 sdey???

Ok ok, last note, nk quote Rihanna's song Disturbia.

" It's a thief in the night
to come and grab u,
It can creep up inside u
and consume u
A disease of the mind
it can control u
It's too close for comfort..

Ur mind is in DISURBIA. "

** Definitely disturbed, xoxo.

Abhorrence*

Whatever you watched on the tv, in the movies, they are all lies. There are no such things as fairytale endings. NO loyalty, because people cheat. NO honesty because people hide. NO truth because people lie. NO happiness because people hurt. NO trust because people break it. NO sincerity because people want something when they give something.

I always think I'm better off alone than be with someone who will abandon me one day. I don't know what's right because everything is wrong. I don't know anything and I don't intend to find out. But I know that true love doesn't exist. It's a mere fiction, created to fool others who see fantasies as realities. Dreaming that one day, prince charming will come and sweep them off their feet.

I don't know how to feel because they have deprived me of the power of sensation in such a way that I know, I will never feel again.

I might be sounding like a sceptic whose comments should only be kept to herself. I might kill the dreams of many who are unwilling to let go of the fantasy that they have created. Wake up and start living in the real world. A really harsh suggestion, even to myself for I have heard those words ever so often. But I need it. Though I don't know why.

But then again, I don't know a lot of things. There is a fine line between love and lust. And I think I've mistaken the latter for the former. I mistook lust for love. And it has cost me dearly.

*Abhorrence: inspiring disgust and loathing.