Rehab

Nurhidayah Lod

16th April 1989

Aries

Single

Currently in UiTM Johor, Segamat.

Hoping life is going to be better off. I'm done pretending.

"My life was hell when u were around. Still hurts now that ur gone. Will be so much more nicer once I'm over u." - Id.

A Shout Out to Farah Liyana Mohd Iqbal! (n to all my friends too!)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (can u hear me Fali?)

I'M NOT DEAD PEOPLE! Hahaha, but thanx again for those who noticed my absence. Sayang jgk kamu-kamu semua terhadap saye ek? Bkn nye ape but I don't have the time la nk update blog. Sekarang ramai yg telah memotivasikan diri saye so makin rajin la saye update blog. Ok, saye sgt byk ckp.



I want to dedicate this blog for all my super duper chesco buddies n my oh-so-gorgeous besties n my paris-nicole-bff-kinda-frienship girlfriends.

Fali, I heart U. I miss u loads, kau tau x? Sempena V day yg kurang best bg aku tahun ni, I wish u all the best in life for u n ur other significant half (sigh). U make me laugh in the most impossible hours. God, I miss laughing with u babe. Kau bley buat satu Tengku Arfah tu gegar kau tau x? Dulu aku rase rmbut kau la paling lawa kaler die, next to rmbut Ella la. Hahahaha! Ingat rmbut kau yg highlight 3 kaler tu? Time kt aquaria la, nasib baik aku x gelak berguling2. Kau n Jaja sumpah kelakar gile. Ingat x kitorg teman kau jmp what's-his-name tu? Hahahahahaha!!!!


Qem, adoi. lame gile x jumpe kau. Kalau x dulu aku asyik g dorm kau je kan? Xpn aku g dorm wann n kau pn ade gak. Gelak2 ngn kau mmg havoc weyy. Bile kau tiada, kesunyian aku trase... Kau sunyi x xd aku? If kau x sunyi, aku delete bahagian kau dlm blog post ni. X kire! Kau amik Banking ngn aku same tp knp kau dpt kt bandar aku dpt kt kampung. Itu nggak fair! Kalau x mesti kite same2 tgh blaja Contract Act 1950 kn?



Que, I miss u. I'm so sorry I wasn't able to send u the other day. I'm sorry sometimes I'm not able to be with u thru ur rough times. I knw I'm not a good friend. Friends don't abandon each other. But I didn't abandon u, I swear. I just got caught up in things that shuts me out from my friends. I wish u all the best in ur new environment and I so wish u wudn't forget me eventho I haven't been a good friend to u.

Kina, Kina, Kina. Adoi Kina. Td time pk2 ape nk tulis kt kau, aku teringat time Sukantara, kau dokong aku kt blakang kau. Hahaha, Go Mahsuri Go! Rindu zaman2 riang ngn kau n Ucop. Aku suke la g dorm kau, borak2 smp x ingat dunie ngn Suri sume.. Ish. Dari kau kt c1-2 smp pindah c2-6(kan?).. Aku rindu suare kau yg sdap itu. Rindu kegarangan kau yg x bertempat. Rindu tgk kau time Sportsday. Hahahahaha!!!


Iqa, sungguh lame x ketemu. Ape khabar syg? Rindu la mesz2 kau dulu. Smp skrg tulisan aku still burok, so x layak nk tulis mesz lg. Haha, adoi. Rindu jerit2 from dorm aku to dorm kau. Borak2 cm lame gile ngn kau. Dgr lagu. Bising2 kt dorm kau ngn Fiqa, Put, May, Poppy, Shira sume. Dulu aku slalu kacau2 kau time prep. If aku brani dulu g interview IPBA tu, mesti skrg aku dh same ngn kau n Shitek kan? Hmmm..


Wann, kau kwn aku since f1 smp f5. Aku rase kite pnah x same class time f3 je kan? Hahaha, teringat plak pasal kau n Ilia. Gile la time tu. Aku slalu susahkan kau dulu. Slalu ajak kau teman buat bnde tah ape2. Slalu gak dtg dorm kau n bising2 smp kau mrh. Aku suke annoy kau dulu. Hahahaha. Pnah gado ngn kau dulu, klaka weyyy. Aku xtau cne kau bley tahan kwn ngn aku. But thanx soooo much sbb kau still bertahan.


Raje, ha, ni pn bley tahan gak ni. Aku xtau bile bru aku bley pndai cm kau. Aku jeles la tgk kau pndai sgt. Kau pn byk tlg aku. Thanx jgk. Kau seorg kwn yg baik (ceyy, jgn kembang). Aku ingat time Bio class Pn. Norazian la. Ngantok gile babi weyy. Husna je yg x ngntok cz die pkai Walkman. Cet. Tp still kau score Bio walaupon aku n kau same ngntok. Ske dgr n tgk kau main snare drum time skola, gile cool. Aku ni xd bakat muzik so mampu tgk org je la. Hahahaha! Birthday kau Valentine's Day kn? So, tepatlah dedikasi blog ni untuk kau. Happy Becoming Birthday Raje!




Impee busokk! Nasib baik kau satu campus ngn aku Impee, if x, aku xtau la ape nasib aku kt Segamat ni. Tp tu pn jarang gile aku nmpk kau. Asyik berjalan aje kau ni lah! Dahla xpnah nk ajak aku. Ade la kau ajak aku, tp kau slalu ajak aku wrong timing. Adoi. Tp whatever pn, seronok ade kau kt sini teman aku..



Sara Amelia, kau kwn baik aku yg sgt memahami (kdg2). Hahahaha! Aku pnah dedicate blogpost untuk kau dulu so xley la nk tulis lebih2 kt sini. Thank u so much my dear, for always being there for me. For tht gorgeous watch, sumpah terkejot gile time tu. For all the ups n downs in our frienship. For all the laughter n the tears. U r my B-F-F. Tau? Miss u. Rase cm dh lame gile x jumpe kau.. Take care tau? I heart U.




Aimi, kau x dilupekan. Mane bley lupe peristiwe terludah chewing gum kau tu.. Ok, aku tgh gelak gile skrg. Hahahahahahahaha! Aku still x fhm mcm mane bley jd mcm tu. Kau excited sgt eh??? Tp xpe, sbb aku syg kau, aku stop gelak skrg. Haha. Diam.



Syaza, walaupun kau garang ngn aku, aku still rase kau kdg2 klaka la jgk. N caring la jgk sebenarnye. Kau slalu mrh aku walaupun aku tau sna nye kau nk nasihat je kn? Even bile sume org nk bunoh kau, aku promise aku jage kau. Aku single x bermakne kau kne single gak weyy. Troskan ngn Afiq, tp kalau die jahat, kite g bomohkan die nk?? Biar pdn muke die. Oh, xbley buat Afiq eh? Ok, kite buat kt pmpuan jahat tu k? Alalalalala...



Yana, roomate aku yg sedang berbunge riang. Kau g study skrg n tinggalkan aku di bilik sorg2. Bkn salah aku, tp tibe2 rase nk online. Jap lg la aku study k? Aku slalu rase iri hati ngn kau sbb kau pndai. Bile la aku nk pndai ni??? Adoi. Ohh, mungkin aku kne g study dulu baru bley pndai kot. Hahaha! Ok, fine. Aku g study skrg!


*To anyone yg x di mention dlm post ni, anda tidak dilupekan. Tp ianya kerana mase x mencukupi plus it's been a long post already. So, if u feel like u wanna be mentioned in my blog or u wanna have a special post dedicated to u, just leave a note in my List or dlm shoutbox tu ye? Jgn segan2, jgn malu2. Saye x mkn org... :)

** Semalam saye hampir dirogol oleh seorg lelaki. Keadaan begitu cemas. Saye pn sepak la kpale die. Then saye terjage. Rupe2 nye saye mengigau. Yg saye sepak tu bkn kpale lelaki durjana tu tp rupe2 nye dinding tepi katil (untuk gambaran lebih jelas, rujuk gambar bilik saye di entry bawah). Gile sakit!!!! Bodo nye mimpi. Bg mimpi kne rogol. Cubela bg mimpi kahwin ke, g konsert rock ke, mimpi jumpe Prince Charming ke. Ini x, mimipi kne rogol. Gile x feel. Hmph.

Contract Act 1950.

Okayh, sepatotnye today study Law tp malas. Semalam pn malas. Hari-hari la malas id!

Jumaat hari tu g shopping, kt Segamat. Gile bosan. Haha, dh tu nk g mane lg kan. Kt bawah tu gmbr due anak dare tgh carik kdai nk serang.


Okayh, bwh ni gmbr town Segamat yg bosan gile. Dh hafal dh sume kdai yg ade kt sini. Nmpk Cartino Sonea kaler merah tu, itulah kdai kasut paling famous di seluruh Segamat! Hahah, bley bygkan betapa kecik nye Segamat ni? Kire cm ala-ala Vincci la.

Saye sebagai photographer berhemah mmg sentiasa xd dlm gmbr. Hehe. Diorg ni tgh try kasut. Xde keje.

After jalan-jalan, kaki dh penat n sakit-sakit. Lutut rase cm nk tercabut dh. So berhenti mkn cendol (Syaza belanje). Lupe nk amik gmbr before, so amik gmbr after je la. Cendol die sdap sgt!!

Ni nk show off cincin bru beli. Yela, Valentine's Day dh dekat tp xd sape nk bg cincin kt saye.

:(

Tp xpe, bg diri sendiri lg romantik! (nk cover kesedihan melampau)

Ni gmbr katil adik bilik. Ni nk bg gambaran kt sume org mcm mane rupe bilik saye. Tp xmau amik gmbr katil sendiri cz bersepah. *picture credits to Nabila, pemilik katil.

Ohh, saye merindui family di KL. Gile rindu ah. "Abah, Ibu.. Anakmu merinduimu, tlg la dtg n visit saye. Or atleast bg la along kete, bley la along balik slalu. Nk naik bas, malas. Leceh. Dh la bus station Segamat jauh, pastu kne turun Pudu. Merbahaye."

Ni adik saye, Aiman. "Hi adik, transfer la credit kt along yg pokai ni.. Nnt along byr balik."

Ohh, malas nye mau study.. Study Id!

Double Line - The Beginning. Eceyyy!

Introducing: Double Liners. (Mcm pantyliners pn ade gak, ish.)

Okay, so here goes.

Mereka adalah rakan2 seperjuangan saye! Diorg ni la yg akan chopkan tempat kt klas, mkn saing, g class saing kdg2, buat validasi same2, hantar validasi same2, slalu tggu saye yg slalu siap lambat (maklumlah, mmg slalu lambat dr dulu lg). If ade group assignment, inilah muke2 yg slalu satu group. Even assignment individu pn same tajuk, buat asing2 je. Hahah!

Yang blakang I tu (ceyy, gile mengade) Yana. Seblah die Aimi, dpn Aimi adalah Syaza.

Kitorg mmg xley berhenti berckp. Ade je yg nk di ckp kn. Xpnah diam. So, today goes like this.

(Kt DSP, class Finance)

Id: Psst, Aimi, aku bosan la..

Aimi: Aku (sambil berbisik) suke S (bkn name sebenar).

Id: Euwh. Hahahaha!

Id: Syaza, ade mknn x?

Syaza: (geleng-geleng)

Yana: Aku ade, tp xtau la sdap ke x. (Yana kuarkan biskut IKO, plastik kaler merah)

Aimi: Eh, biskut tu sdap!

Yana pn divide due keping biskut tu antare kitorg berempat.

Aimi: Alamak, tertelan chewing gum.

Id: Abis la kau Aimi, bley mati tau. Nnt die melekat kt organ2 penting.

Yana: Nnt jantung kau tersumbat.

Aimi: Ye ke?

Syaza: Nnt arteri pulmonari kau..

Aimi: Bykla arteri pulmonari kau!

Id: Tp btol la, bahaye. Nnt die melekat kt usus kau. Ade due tempat je die akan pegi. Satu bile kau b***k, satu lg die x kua tros.

Syaza: Nnt kau check ah die dh kua blom.

(Sumerg geli ngn statement tu)

Id: Pasap kt Aimi, lenkali mkn chewing gum elok2 sikit. Aritu tersembur, ni tertelan plak.

Aimi: (memandang Id dgn penuh gaye mafia)

The End.

Bkn tu je la yg kitorg ckp kn hari ni n hari2 lain. Ade byk lg yg klaka tp x ingat. Mmg xpnah diam n xpnah x gelak.

Mock interview.

*Aimi xd dlm gmbr cz die yg amik gmbr. Sape suro pakai baju kaler lain.

**Ohh, saye ltak gmbr yg muke nmpk educated sahaje. Wawawa..

Tagged!

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
- Teh O Ais

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
- Sleep.

3. What kind of news do you read?
- Entertainment. Kadang2 current issues, bile perlu. (Seperti b4 mock interview)

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
- Oh, xtau la.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
- TIADA.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Nope.

7. Do you know your BMI (Body Mass Index)?
- X ingat.

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
- Peeing. Haha.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Ofcourse.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Byk ckp.
- Suke berckp
- Xley berhenti berckp.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- Appreciative. Tu je cukup dh.

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- X reti appreciate.

13. Are you left-handed or right-handed?
- Right handed.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
- Tuna spread. Haha!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
- Rich. Cz then I'll be happy.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
- Baik sgt. Hmph.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- Besties. Double line. Girlfriends. Ramainye..

18. Cats or Dogs?
- Cats laaaa. Dogs pn bley jgk but they poop everywhere..

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
- My voice, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?
- Buy myself a car n a house then spend the rest of the money for a brand new wardrobe!

*Aimi, sorry buat tag kau lambat.

**I'm tagging FALI QEM SYAZA IQA RAJE IMPEE QIUK n KINA.

Sober.

"Come n play with me!"

"I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me."

Have to study, esok quiz!!!

When it's good, then it's good. It's so good till it goes bad. That's hw life works.

Just Dance!

Fali, I took ur lagu in ur blog as my post's title kayh?

Hey, it's been a while isn't it dear bloggie? Tu la, byk story but then no time to write it down (more like type it up).

Hari ini hari yg begitu kelam kabut. Since semalam lg actually, so so kelam kabut. Dh la sampai lambat cz bas delay, cet! Name je Cepat Ekspres, tp LEMBAB! Sampai je kolej, plug pulak rosak, so can't do anything and terpakse lah tumpang bilik org cz nk siapkan assignment yang sepatotnye buat time cuti. Biaselah, vacation la katekan.. Mane la nk ingat makhluk bername assignment yang memerlukan perhatian.

So, after rushing (diingatkan, saye menumpang plug dibilik org) mcm nk gile, assignment pn siap.. Then baju kurung plak x iron lg. Jam dh menunjukkan pukul 12 tepat, mate sudah semakin berat jd keputusan perlu dibuat dgn pantas. Pemenangnya jatuh kepada... (dalam tone emcee Anugerah Juara Lagu) my needed beauty sleep. Hahaha. Mmg dh agak dh pn..

Pg td bgn dgn malas nye cz class pukul 10. Malaysian Economics plak tuh. Berharap gile lecturer x masuk but die masuk jgk... Adoih. Mencube dgn sedaye upaye utk concentrate tp x berjaya. Bkn la x berjaya tp kurang berjaya. Seriously. Dgn gossip2 hangat, terpesong lah attention pg td.

After that class, dh mule rase mls nk g klas mandarin plak. Dhla after tu ade mock interview. Chills. Fyi, i did very badly mase interview. Boring. Dh expect dh pn. Then mkn, then tgk2 blog org. Baru dpt tau ade junior kt campus segamat ni a model. Hahaha, Hanis Zalikha is her name. Cantik.

Mase tgh mkn dpt tau this one very annoying news. Abt Rihanna's concert. Tp xnk cite, bengang.

Oklah, tu je. Nw nk tdo. Oh, b4 tu nk call someone first. Hahaha!

Ok ok, id, diam! Ok. Bye.